i find it so ironic , how i just got asked my biggest fear the other day & i replied , losing people i am close too …. then two days later TWO of my close friends died ? i just dont understand , why ? i cant help but crying . & you know what really sucks ? i have noone to talk too … the halls were blurry and silent today … i felt as if nothing was right .. i know forsure that you will always be remembered

when you try to help someone & they just push you away .. maybe i should stop being the nice guy … maybe i should just worry about myself for once… but i really dont wanna do that . i wanna help others , why fret on my own problems .. -_-

i havent been on this in foreever !

just sayin :/